2 days before year end...2009

salam... waaaaa, dh nk abis tahun 2009... 1more day to go... iskk..isk... byk kenangan dlm 2009 yg x bley aku lupe... ader manis, masam, pahit, kelat, pilu, gembiraa... sumer ader laaa... kalo nk citer dr A-Z, mmg x abis laaa.... tapi thn 2009 mmg thn yg mencabar... especially kerjaya & cinta...

ermmm.... how time flies so fasttt... sedar x sedar dh end of 2009... byk jgk laaa plan utk 2009 yg tercapai... so yg mane blom tercapai, dh siap sedia nk bring forward to 2010 plak... salah satunyer, nk beli rumah plak... syiok wooo ader umah sendirik.... tp yg plg penting mak aku soh aku kawen dulu...ekekee... xpe mak, dun worry... aku akan bekerja keras carik calon 10 org utk mak pilih jadik menantu kesayangan..bukan menantu hantu! :D

td blk keje truss shoot pegi klcc..layan chipmunk 2... bestttt siotttt! rasenyer dr awal hingga akhir mmg besttt...sedar2 citer nk abiss dh...haihhh...cpt btol abiss, x puas tgk pon lg... adakah akan repeat next year?? we'll see..ngeh3...

blk umah plak lyn mekdi prosperity... haishhh..caner laa x gemok neh... owhh luper.. azam thn dpn, nk kuwuss sket... byk plak lemak2 tepu bertempek kt situ sini..haishhh...buruk nor ropernyer.... tp xpe, yg penting happy!

bln pertama new year, well.... kami akan ke sabah!!!! yeahhhh!!! sabah, here we cumm!!! ooopppssss...silap... HERE WE COME!!!!! hahaaa.... sape penah pegi sabah?? angkat tgn!!! ape yg best kt sane selain snorkel? aaaa...jgn luperletak reminder bwk 2piece..ekekee... (percayalah..aku xde pon set bikini tuh...nmpknyer kene gi carik satu laa..hahaa)

plan lg satu nyer nk bisness online... nk jual ape eh?? mengikut perkiraan, jual org plg cpt kaya..mwahahaa.. kiddin'.... theres a few plan on my mind... so, kene pk betul2 dulu... bajet?? tu lg satu... kene saving laaa sket2... nnt kalo dh okey, bley rolling bisness plak... i loike the idea lah! sambil2 cari extra money...

hurmmm...what else eh?? mane nk sambut thn baru?? owhh...kt kg... nk buat kenduri kesyukuran... pastu mintak tok imam tu mandikan aku..mandi munga...ekekee.. joking... nk buat kenduri kesyukuran kerana masih dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki pd thn nie... alhamdulillah... semoga thn2 akan dtg akan lebih baik dr thn2 yg sebelumnyer....

masa utk berubah? hurmm..insyaallah... aku jgk manusia biasa yg perlukan perubahan baik utk diri, keluarga & masyarakat... one fine day insyaallah... semoga Allah sentiasa pelihara aku ke jln yg benar...aminnnnn....

pjg lerr plak bebel nk abih thn nie eh? hikssss... so guys, ape azam thn baru korg plak???

LOVE, LUST & INFATUATION..

It’s easy to confuse between love and infatuation.

Infatuation may seem like love, and it is often intense,
but there are several important differences.

Understanding the diferences between love, lust and
infatuation can save you a lot of pain in relationships
and help you to know when it really is love.

Unconditional love is deviation based on commitment
and unselfish concern for one another. It freely accepts
another in loyalty and seeks his or her good.

Love is patient.

Lust is an intense sexual desire or appetite, an
overwhelming desire, as in lust for power. A sexual urge
or physical impulse.

Infatuation is an unrealistic or extravagant love or
admiration appealing to the sense and impulses, sometimes
called lust. Infatuation may be the initial attraction
that will, with time and commitment, grow into a mature
and unconditional love.

“Love waits. Lust wants. Love can’t wait to give what is
true and honorable. Lust can’t wait to take. Love mends.
Lust hurts. Love is secure. Lust is selfish. Lust ends.
Love lasts.”

The 11 worst reasons to get married?

Did you think your marriage would last forever on the day of your wedding? Or were you full of dread and trepidation? Each year, loads of couples walk down the aisle even when they sense their relationship is doomed.

The worst reasons to get married to anyone, ever.

1. Did not want to be single anymore
2. Thought my partner was the best I could do
3. Thought I could change some aspect of my partner
4. Felt family pressure
5. For financial reasons
6. There was an unplanned pregnancy
7. To escape my family
8. Figured I could make it work
9. Partner pressured me
10. Wanted to have children
11. It seemed like the next logical step

Marriage is suppose to be an honorable thing but most people picked some of the reasons above to get married.That is why most marriages end in divorces.People should learn to be honest with themselves and do the right thing.

Happiness in marriage is more than just finding the “right” person. It is a deliberate act of will: noble, selfless, disciplined, and, in the end, blissfully fulfilling, far beyond anything mere romantic dreams of effortless love have promised you.

5 Secrets For a Happy Marriage.

1. Respect
2. Courtesy
3. Unique Individuality
4. Be a Cheerleader
5. To Thy Own Self Be True

Salam... Hakikat kehidupan, lawannya kematian... Sebagai saudara sesama Islam, jika tidak keberatan, sudilah kawan2 sedekahkanlah Al-Fatihah utk arwah Shurini yg baru sahaja kembali ke rahmatullah petang tadi... Saya sempat melawat arwah sblm arwah menghembuskan nafas terakhir di HKL...

Arwah baru saja melahirkan putri sulung smlm... Akibat jangkitan dr demam denggi, arwah terpaksa dimasukkan ke ICU HKL sehingga saat terakhir.... Saya melihat arwah berusaha berjuang melawan penyakit utk meneruskan hidup baru disamping suami & puteri sulung.... Tetapi Allah lebih sayangkan arwah... Betapa berat mata melihat, berat lagi bahu yg memikul kesedihan ini... Ibu, ayah, suami, saudara mara, sahabat handai semua disisi mendoakan kesejahteraan tetapi takdir sudah menetapkan sehingga hari ini sahaja....

Suasana pilu menyelubungi ruang ICU HKL..... Apa yg terdaya hanyalah memanjatkan doa semoga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg syahid dan beriman... Semoga puteri arwah dipanjangkan umur dan dielakkan dr sebarang penyakit...Insyaallah....

Sekadar ingatan utk yg masih bernyawa, sentiasalah muhasabah diri... Sebelum tidur, ampunkanlah segala kesalahan2 yg pernah dilakukan terhadap kita...Halalkan makan minum.... Terbit keinsafan dihati saya melihat kekuasaan Allah s.w.t.... Apa yang saya harapkan, semoga saya akan sentiasa berusaha menjadi seorang yg lebih baik dan sentiasa mengingati hakikat kematian... Kita tidak tahu bila dan dimana kita akan dipanggil mengadap-Nya tetapi sentiasa bersiap sedialah...

Buat arwah, saya doakan arwah ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman... Semoga keluarga arwah tabah menghadapi dugaan dari-Nya... Di sebalik kegembiraan bakal2 pengantin (musim org kawin nie), ingatlah pd yg telah tiada... Berhati2 dan berdoalah semoga dipanjangkan umur, dipermudahkan segala urusan dan mohonlah kepada Yg Maha Esa....

Al-Fatihah... Aminnnnn.... Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas arwah....

Nota kaki: Bagi pihak arwah, jika arwah ada salah silap pd sesiapa, maafkanlah... Halalkan makan minum juga... Semoga arwah tenang disana... :(

Kenapa Lelaki Cepat Benar Berubah?

Lelaki mmg cpt berubah hati... Kdg2 aku x phm kenapa... Lihat sekeliling...byk kes suami tglkan isteri dan anak2, tunang tglkn bakal isteri, kekasih tglkan bakal tunang... Adakah semata2 tiada persefahaman lg? Atau kerana tidak mahu mengaku punyai org ketiga dlm hubungan? Tidak kasihankah pd anak2 yg masih kecil?


Lelaki tidak pernah cukup dgn SATU kah? Aku blom melalui peringkat perkahwinan dan ditinggalkan suami or tunang... tetapi org2 sekeliling yg aku kenal dan org2 yg rapat dgnku ada yg mengalaminyer.... Yg makin membuatkan aku tidak percaya dgn hakikat perkahwinan... Apa guna berkahwin jika hanya utk disakiti? Apa guna perkahwinan jika nasib si isteri dicampak2, ditendang2 leh suami sendiri? Apa guna juga berkahwin jika si isteri melalui kesukaran sendiri? Utk apa perkahwinan spt itu??


Melihat sang suami yg penuh kepura-puraan di hadapan keluarga bg menutup keburukan & busuknyer perangai si suami terhadap isteri sendiri membuatkan aku teringin mau pijak2 si suami... Jika sudah tiada syg dihati, PULANGKAN pd keluarga si isteri... Tak perlu berpura2 bahagia, hakikatnyer isteri makan hati berendam air mata mengenangkan pe'el setan si suami.... Apakah kekurangan isteri? Berbincanglah mencari jln penyelesaian! BUkan keluar mencari betina! Aku pantang pd org ketiga yg boleh menyebabkan keruntuhan masjid org lain... AKu cuba utk tidak menjadi perempuan spt itu...


Melihat org2 yg terdekat melalui kegagalan perkahwinan disebabkn si lelaki curang mmg membuat darahku mendidih...sementelahan pula melihat org yg plg rapat juga pernah melalui kegagalan rumahtangga... buat aku keliru...takut... bimbang... berfikir byk2 kali utk berkahwin....

Penyebab keruntuhan rumahtangga pelbagai... Tp aku hanya fokus pd kecurangan si suami... Bukan tiada isteri yg curang...ADA tp tidak seramai lelaki... Pernahkan lelaki bertanya kenapa perempuan juga cenderung utk curang? Mungkin kerana ego kamu? Mungkin juga kerana indah kabar dr hakikat sebenar? Fikir2kanlah lelaki..... Sekali kamu aniaya wanita a.k.a isteri sendiri, hanya Allah yg mampu membalasnyer... Semoga suami2, tunang2, kekasih2 di luar sana berusaha utk menjadi yg terbaik terhadap pasangan masing2...


Tiada kaitan dgn sesiapa di sini..sekadar luahan perasaan terhadap sikap si lelaki hidung belang...


Nota kaki: Wahai kaum lelaki, sayangi & kasihilah isteri, tunang, kekasih kamu sepenuh hati.. Jgn sesekali terfikir utk mencuba kerana akibatnya amat dahsyat....Hindari org ketiga kerana amat merbahaya utk kesihatan kamu.. pesanan dr penaja :D

haipp..lamenyer x berblogging...bkn ape, bz... (bz sket jer, malas yg byk haha)... semenjak 2 menjak neh asik mimpi bukan2 jer...lg2 kalo mimpi ular..hadoii..x bley blah betul..kalo betol2 jadik xpe..nie asik mimpi & angan2 jer..aduyaii..kronik dh nie..lonely thp dewataraya..camno tuh?

akhir2 nie jgk, mental asik x betul jerk..apakah sindrom2 penuaan? iskk iskk...org kata, (nie org kata laaa).... kalo mimpi ular nie ader kaitan ngan pasangan @ jodoh.... lately, asik mimpi kene patuk ngan ular..giler sakit...dh ler mmg takot ular dr kecik...inikan mimpi kene patuk...adoiiiii....

Dear Him,

hey u...its been so long since the last time we met...errr,hows life? where shud i start eh? i have sumthin to tell but i dunno..maybe im afraid of losing u too...hmmm, i think i shud tell when it started to happen....

its been so long time ago since the first time i got crush on u but i just let it stay in me... time passes by but im stil here...keep it with me without telling u n anyone else...that time, i think its just a teenager's kindda feeling...its normal when we were young we got crush on sumbody... now,its been like years n i still have the sparks on u.... tryin to divert the feelings i had to others, sumtimes i did it but most of the time, it wont last until i dunno anymore how to avoid it from bursting from my chest....

eventhough we were far apart, sumtimes we did keep in touch...telling stories & lies as well..hahaa..i stil remember every single things that we did before... when i need a shoulder to cry on,its u came to the rescue...when i need sumone to hang out with, its u again i looked for. when i had sumthin to share with, its u the one i want to share with. when i felt lonely, its u i missed the most! i know its kindda crazy but i think u drive me crazy already...
just, i dun know either to tell u or to hush that feelings away... arghhhh...i feel so damn crazy... i want u but im afraid u dun feel the same way that i do... i want to leave u but i dun know yet how u feel about me...camno tuh? gila laaa aku nnt..... or is it okay for me to hush the feelings away slowly? so that he dun know im leaving him and start looking for a new love? im just cracking my headlah rite now....

or, shud i just sit back quitely and hoping that he will get the vibe? nie lg giler....dh spuloh thn dh aku tggu dier dpt that vibe...sadis betol....

Hantu Raya Nak Sampaikan Pesan Sket neh... :D

Arini genap 13 hari umat Islam berpuasa...heheh..tp xler sumer posa penuh 13hari kowt...hikss.. bulan puasa nie,seronok sbb dpt blk keje awal...tp yg x thn tu,jem gilerr x hengat...tu la yg plg x syok dok KL neh...kalo laa bley terbang,huhhh lame dh buat...x pyh sesak2 kt jln raye tuh....
aaaaa...tu kt atas ader video antu raye...kwn antar..cam kiut plak antu tuh..siol jerk..dh kene ikat pon lg mau ugut2 nk kaco lps raye nnt...haippp...

ermm...persiapan raye boleh laaa sket2...skrg br teringat psl sampul duit raya, kad raya, duit raya nyer blom tukaq lagi...adoiiii....mintak2 abah bwk sok sampul duit raya & kad raya yg kami kirim ptg td....lame dh x antar kad raya...zaman skolah dulu2,rajin laaa nk antar...skrg nie sumer pakai virtual jerr....dh xde dpt kad dh...mmg oldskool giler tp sentimental value tu yg penting......
baju raye?? hehee...seb baik tukang jahit amek lg...ihihiii...

*baju rayaku 3 pasang...seb baik tukang jahit nk amek lg...hikss*

td sambil2 layan tv, tipon mak kjp... sgt sakit ati dgr mak citer.....nie psl org yg busuk hati...hati berulat....eeeeiiiiiii geramnyerrrrr........citernyer mcm nie....

adik guwe diminta kuar dr umah dier menyewa skrg tanpa sbb...nk kate adik x byr sewa,x penah miss...pehtu umah tu mase awal2 masuk sgt laaa mcm umah usang dh kene tgl 3,4 thn....tp bile adik masuk, abih dier gi cat baru...baiki mcm2.... skrg nie, org yg deal umah tu mintak dier kuar tanpa sbb...dh ler adik tu br lps pantang...tgl pon berdua jer ngan anak dier psl hubby dier keje kt HSZ Terengganu...sorg kt spital Muadzam Shah, sorg kt Ganu....

macik mongok tu x kesian ker....mmg xde ati perot, usus, limpa betol lah...kalo ko nk naikkan sewa,ckp jer...x yah laa bg mcm2 alasan..pehtu biler mintak no tipon tuan umah sbb nk diskas,ader ker bg alasan plg hanjeng?? xde no tipon tuan umah....mcm bab* jerrr.... guwe saket ati neh sama itu macik bongok! mmg nk kene dier neh.....

macik mongok, tggu laaaaaaaa.... kite buat perhitungan! (mcm lerr macik tuh bace blog neh...haha)... guwe sgt gerammm skrg nie..kalo lerr muadzam tu dkt2,mmg guwe dh gi pijak2 macik tuh...toreh2 muke dier...pehtu bakar.....gggggggrrrr....gilerr ganaz imaginasi...huhuuuu....
seb baik bln posaa...sabar lg neh.....astagaa...muger2 adik tabah di sanaa... kalo guwe jmpe maciktuh, mmg dier dpt ayat neraka laaaa......ggggrrrr

Hari ke 5 Berpuasa....

Adoiiii....pg td x bgn sahur...tdo mampsss... skrg dh kruk krek dh pewott....aduyaiiiii....

Ya Nabi Salamun Alaika

Saje xde keje...dok layan lagu2 nasyid sempena Ramadhan neh... cam tenang jerr.....

Malam Pertama

Alhamdulillah.... Syukur kehadrat Allah swt kerana saya masih bernafas dan masih sempat merasa nikmat Ramadhan pd kali ini....Syukran Ya Allah..... Berdebar dan tak sabar nak mula berpuasa.... Selain menunaikan rukun Islam, bolehlah berdiet skali...ehehee....

Malam ini merupakan malam pertama solat sunat tarawikh.....

Tadi saya berpeluang menunaikan solat tarawikh berjemaah di surau apartment...walaupon tak ramai tp syukurlah kerana dekat dan mudah utk kami bersolat...tanpa perlu keluar ke masjid @ surau2 di tempat lain.... saya tgk ada ibu bapa yg membawa anak2 mereka utk bersolat.... bagus...alhamdulillah kerana niat pacik2 macik2 tu murni sungguh...tp yg menjadi masalahnyer bile kanak2 itu mengganggu dgn berbuat bising, berlari-lari,terjerit2 ketika kami sedang bersolat.... drpd dtg utk mendapat keberkatan,saya khuatir tidak mendapat apa2....

Apalah salahnya jika kanak2 itu ditinggalkan di rumah bersama abg kakak mereka dr dibawa ttp mengganggu org bersolat? Jika tiada tmpt utk ditinggalkan, macik2 tidak wajib utk dtg berjemaah,bolehlah juga bersolat di rumah. Pd pandangan saya,begitu lebih baik dr membawa anak2 yg akan hanya berbuat bising ketika jemaah sedang bersolat....