akhir2 nie jgk, mental asik x betul jerk..apakah sindrom2 penuaan? iskk iskk...org kata, (nie org kata laaa).... kalo mimpi ular nie ader kaitan ngan pasangan @ jodoh.... lately, asik mimpi kene patuk ngan ular..giler sakit...dh ler mmg takot ular dr kecik...inikan mimpi kene patuk...adoiiiii....
Dear Him,hey u...its been so long since the last time we met...errr,hows life? where shud i start eh? i have sumthin to tell but i dunno..maybe im afraid of losing u too...hmmm, i think i shud tell when it started to happen....
its been so long time ago since the first time i got crush on u but i just let it stay in me... time passes by but im stil here...keep it with me without telling u n anyone else...that time, i think its just a teenager's kindda feeling...its normal when we were young we got crush on sumbody... now,its been like years n i still have the sparks on u.... tryin to divert the feelings i had to others, sumtimes i did it but most of the time, it wont last until i dunno anymore how to avoid it from bursting from my chest....
eventhough we were far apart, sumtimes we did keep in touch...telling stories & lies as well..hahaa..i stil remember every single things that we did before... when i need a shoulder to cry on,its u came to the rescue...when i need sumone to hang out with, its u again i looked for. when i had sumthin to share with, its u the one i want to share with. when i felt lonely, its u i missed the most! i know its kindda crazy but i think u drive me crazy already...
just, i dun know either to tell u or to hush that feelings away... arghhhh...i feel so damn crazy... i want u but im afraid u dun feel the same way that i do... i want to leave u but i dun know yet how u feel about me...camno tuh? gila laaa aku nnt..... or is it okay for me to hush the feelings away slowly? so that he dun know im leaving him and start looking for a new love? im just cracking my headlah rite now....
or, shud i just sit back quitely and hoping that he will get the vibe? nie lg giler....dh spuloh thn dh aku tggu dier dpt that vibe...sadis betol....
